Well, I never liked spiders and I don't see there's any way it'll ever change but I've never really been a chicken when it came to this either.
That was, until I went to England. Everywhere I look, there are spiders. And not just these small ones that sometimes sneak into your room. There was a tiny one I let alive in my room at home for almost a week, but this is getting too much. Seriously.
That disgusting things all look alike, no matter where I go and I just can't stand it any longer. And the thing is, there aren't just tiny spiders sneaking into your room. I just got up to get me some clothes and suddenly a huge spider appeared next to my feet. I'm honest here, it was huge and I have no idea where that came from. It just left me shocked but I managed to kill it - even though that further disgusted me - before it had a chance to hide under my bed.
Now I'm all shook up. My room is really small and I think I've checked everything and I guess the only way it came in was through a small space between my door and the ground - so I put a towel there to block it of course - but I actually wanted to go to sleep but I don't see this happening now. I'm too scared.
I know it may be silly but I have no idea how I ended up being close to tears each time I see a spider! It's frustrating and disgusting and I wish I could hide in my very own bed now. In Germany where I know all the places where these damn things could hide...
